November!!!

What a month!!! I feel alot happier and focused than I did this time last month, I don't feel so confused or alien to what I'm doing now. I'm excited about exploring digi print and can't wait to get my samples done. I hope to make a range of printed shirts and a tailored suit jacket with a printed lining. I think what I have planned is quite a challenge but I think it's do-able!!! It took me a good three weeks to figure out what I was doing and my design philosophy and identity. My identity is no where near fully formed and I don't think it will be for a long time, however I feel that it is progressing and become stronger and more distinctive within developing work that I do. I'm finding the investigative study harder to get my head around...................... I have always been far better at design and construction than theory based work. I really don't want to mess it up though, I felt last year I could of done better and was just so uninterested in the given subject that I just gave up in the end and I'm NOT going to do that this year!!! I have picked an interesting subject - to me and it does carry relevance to my chosen specialism (menswear of course!!) I just don't know think I'm procrastinating really, the thought of it is worse than it actually is!!!